i got this attraction
for this fatty guy

short blond hair
and little blue eyes

same old black jacket
on a checked open shirt.

i'd love to kiss
the flesh of his neck

and love to know
the smell under his wrist.

this guy with the smile
a little bit rotten

his face with pimples
and no trace of beard.

i can't help it if I like him

i'd stay all the time
with him in his bed
in his arms and legs.

i know I'm not wrong
if I feel him strong.

i got this attraction
and I feel affection.

the problem is
that he ain't exist.